How would you feel if the guy you’re still in love with talks about your weird traits like he misses them–traits like contradicting or challenging people’s opinions or choices? He talks about missing our company, missing our jokes, missing things we obsess together.
I just don’t want to hope again. :(( He is still the first thing that comes to my mind when I wake up, and the last one before I sleep. I know this love is futile but I still keep going. I am really an idiot. OTL